Bereft

Two months over Snigdha's left us. Still I feel her presence every moment. Any thing I want to do I feel her voice comes from behind. When I get up in the morning first thing comes to my mind that she is no more. I feel deserted in the midway. I don't find any incentive to carry on. A lethargy has engulfed my mind. Went to Kolkata, talked to relative, friends but did not find any interest. Whenever I was alone, grief, sadness, anger feeling of guilt and repentance take over my thoughts. 

48 years of togetherness can not be forgotten overnight. It will never be.